And then she said..

Well first off i havent been able to really update or do anything!!!

My reasons why is cause i've been writing and doing a lot of finding myself. Ive learned that i don't like change i run from things i cant handle and i hate being lonely. I believe that everyone has to find out their faults before they can truly understand themselves and where their going.

What do you think about that?

Yea so i was talking to my brother on yahoo telling him about my blog and asking him what i should write about and he asked me if i knew about the obama nation youth brigade(that retarded vid with the kids wearing the red jacket dancing around like stomp the yard). I was like the wat? He showed me the video with the kids dancing around talking about change blah blah blah. At first i was like wow this is great kids voluntering to help and protect the their country!! Than i looked deeper into it. I went to www.thevoicemagazine.com and read what Jonas Clark had to say about it. He wrote

Is this the change you really voted for? President Obama has only been in office for two months. Now we have HR 1388. The Bill was sponsored by Rep. Carolyn McCarthy (D-NY) with 37 others. The Bill was introduced to the floor of the House of Representatives where both Republicans and Democrats voted 321-105 in favor. Next it goes to the Senate for a vote and then on to President Obama.

This bill’s title is called “Generations Invigorating Volunteerism and Education” (GIVE). It forms what some are calling “Obama’s Youth Brigade.” Obama’s plan is require anyone receiving school loans and others to serve at least three months as part of the brigade. His goal is one million youth! This has serious Nazi Germany overtones to it.

The Bill would forbid any student in the brigade to participate in “engaging in religious instruction, conducting worship services, providing instruction as part of a program that includes mandatory religious instruction or worship, constructing or operating facilities devoted to religious instruction or worship, maintaining facilities primarily or inherently devoted to religious instruction or worship, or engaging in any form of religious proselytization.” That means no church attendance or witnessing.

Again, is this what America voted for?

If you still dont get it and Jonas Clark didnt explain it well. You should watch what Alex Jones has to say about it.




To watch the other two you should check out http://www.youtube.com/user/TheLibertyChannel

This is a my favorite scene from V for Vendetta. Its a must see!

This summer why not Think??

Ive noticed(with myself as well)that in the summer You sit and probably twitter, myspace and facebook. So ive decided to make a schedule for myself. A healthy balance between My computer and the outside world. Ive decided to Only spend 6-8 hours on the computer and the rest working out reading and talking to my friends on the phone. I might even go to the park and write. Take time this summer to learn more about yourself. You might even find somthing about yourself that you didnt even know.

Yes i love pink! dont worry next time ill have a different pic. Any Idea's??


Its crazy really.

Have you ever sat in silence...and just thought about your life?
Its a scary thing to just let your mind wander. So as i sat here
thinking about my past relationships, school,where ill be in
10 years( done with grad school hopefully getting married and
getting my melbanes series published oo i should upload my
awesome book!) I wrote a poem and i love for you to read it.
Its about one of my past relationships. It was love hate relationship
(which meant there was no love. If hate is involved there cant be love
if u disagree lets talk about it)and it was very very hard for me to
get over him and to love him. I knew being with him would either
drive me insane or make me become obsessed.
Now that i look back i kinda find it amusing ^_^

You dont define me. You arent my other half and i dont love you
You are my enemy and i hate you. Your my addiction and i crave
you. I miss you but your no good for me.
I want to run from you and take you with me. Your too Addicting.
Your sin with sugar coating. I need to escape you yet i want to breath
you sweet scent.
I want to cry when your gone and laugh when you cry. You are my heroin
I shall overcome you and you shall overpower me.

HELLO!

Well i Decided to make a Blog. I love writing and i want to become a journalist so why not make one right?? Um well let me start off by telling you that everyones opinion counts. So no being mean ok?? Unless your badmouthing p!nk....than we have a problem. Anyways Its 2:48am so im gonna get started on fixing up my page!